Hammer

By wonders1

The feeling of the unknown its crawls at my skin chilling me to the bone

Its laughs whispering my fears

I shake and move away but still it cling to me like a second skin.

Laughter I hear its getting louder and louder.

I cover my ears but still I hear  it.

My fear.

Its making it strong because it fear.

I remove my hands and look fear in the face.

Imagine my fist being a strong as a hammer, my scream roundel than its laughter

Then when it least expect it I let go.

I let go of my fear until it consume me with its chilling hate but I stand there.

I wait no matter how long I have to wait I tell myself I will win.

The fear will be gone because its power is me.

Just let go and wait I tell myself.

 

 

Wicked Smile

By wonders1

 

He who is filled with secrets wish to hurt his women.

He wish not to love her but suffocates her in a web of confusion.

That man who you love is smiling wickedly as he sins.

He hides all his dirty work under the pillow he lays on.

I wonder will you wake up or choose to hide your worries from the world and him.

Only at night do you decide to fear his sins.

He wish for you to never know his dark secrets

Even as he place that wicked smile on his face as he pretends that everything is alright.

When will you open your eyes  or pull up the pillow he lays on.

There its right there all his lies, sins, secrets and broken promise.

But wait  you choose to believe in his wicked smile.

You his wife place the phone back under  the pillow and pretend  once again that everything going to be alright.

Powerful women

By wonders1

She is strong, beautiful and the women of many men dreams.

She is a beauty beyond her time and warmest of heart.

She who forgives a man  who is  jealous, spoiled, and selfish and dares to love him.

She is a powerful women.

A mother of children who are grown and  knows  how to love because of her.

My mother a powerful women that I can only love with all my heart.

A powerful women that I wish to become.

 

I was happy

By  Wonders1

I was waiting for  him on the steps as the rain was hitting me

I was cold , alone, and happy  that was of course until you were walking beside her

I could see it in your gentle smile  you were happy.

I ran down the steps hiding stupidly because I didn’t want to see it.

The moment  he kissed her lips and wish for more or the moment  they walked inside together.

Something inside of me was shattering as the cold rain was hitting me.

I was happy until I saw  him walking with her.

Paen Rai Phai Rak- Thai Laklorn Review Rate 8.0

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Yesterday I watched this laklorn and it was worth it. I loved that it was fully sub on you tube and off course the actors were amazing. I can say that I enjoyed the main lead and her not taking anything crap best friend those two were fun to watch. I think the show really showcased how people see each other and judge us without giving us a chance to explain.

Kemmik our main lead girl takes care of her sick mother and a useless stepfather who spending all the money. To  sum it up that  her life is working to take care of her mom but sadly life just comes with surprises.  When Kemmik  ex boyfriend is getting married to another women for her money. Of course being that bad ass person kemmik is she shows up at the wedding not to mess it up but to wish them congratulation.  There she meets her past lover P’Yai  who she hates. Later  on they tell us why but seeing the two bicker is very funny as well as her best friend meeting P’yai best friend. Let’s just say there lots of love in this drama of course with a little deception. All thanks to P’ yai overbearing mother that thinks Kemmik can be used to her betting. Kemmik refuse to mess up P’yai love life but when her mom faints and isn’t being she an alcoholic  but has cancer. Kemmik has no choice but to be apart of this scheme to make p’yai fall in love with her.

 

All I have to say is no matter how much money someone has they will never understand the punishment of using someone. Everyone kept pointing the finger of hating Kemmik because she had to do what needed to be done to get money at a young age.  She didn’t use sex  but just going on dates and winning the guys heart. Their the one that gave her money because she was truthful to them about her mother situation. I mean life is hard and no one is going to give you a hand out and that’s what I like about Kemmik. She still took the risk of loving P’yai even thought when he finds out she’ll be heartbroken.

 

Okay the rest is up to anyone out there wanting to watch something fun.

 

Mad Clown Lie – I love it

Beauty of finding out someone lie to you is both painful but refreshing. I really love every instrument Mad Clown used to captivate us in lie.  The soft sound of a women voice against mad clown passionate rapping was genius. Once again Mad Clown has won my attention in his music because to me it speaks like poetry the good kind.

 

 

 

 

Devil Wishes

By Wonders 1

I blew out my dreams tonight they seem to be too much for me.

I let the loneliness fill me while I watch others in total bliss down the street.

How I wish no love exist then maybe I’ll be happy.

I left hope on my door step as I watch cars pass me by

I saw a friend well  not a friend of mine greet me.

Oh I’m sorry I really don’t like you who always smiles at me.

No one is that happy

Tonight I blew out my dreams just as the devil wish

I guess he’ll finally be truly happy