I was happy

By  Wonders1

I was waiting for  him on the steps as the rain was hitting me

I was cold , alone, and happy  that was of course until you were walking beside her

I could see it in your gentle smile  you were happy.

I ran down the steps hiding stupidly because I didn’t want to see it.

The moment  he kissed her lips and wish for more or the moment  they walked inside together.

Something inside of me was shattering as the cold rain was hitting me.

I was happy until I saw  him walking with her.


Paen Rai Phai Rak- Thai Laklorn Review Rate 8.0



Yesterday I watched this laklorn and it was worth it. I loved that it was fully sub on you tube and off course the actors were amazing. I can say that I enjoyed the main lead and her not taking anything crap best friend those two were fun to watch. I think the show really showcased how people see each other and judge us without giving us a chance to explain.

Kemmik our main lead girl takes care of her sick mother and a useless stepfather who spending all the money. To  sum it up that  her life is working to take care of her mom but sadly life just comes with surprises.  When Kemmik  ex boyfriend is getting married to another women for her money. Of course being that bad ass person kemmik is she shows up at the wedding not to mess it up but to wish them congratulation.  There she meets her past lover P’Yai  who she hates. Later  on they tell us why but seeing the two bicker is very funny as well as her best friend meeting P’yai best friend. Let’s just say there lots of love in this drama of course with a little deception. All thanks to P’ yai overbearing mother that thinks Kemmik can be used to her betting. Kemmik refuse to mess up P’yai love life but when her mom faints and isn’t being she an alcoholic  but has cancer. Kemmik has no choice but to be apart of this scheme to make p’yai fall in love with her.


All I have to say is no matter how much money someone has they will never understand the punishment of using someone. Everyone kept pointing the finger of hating Kemmik because she had to do what needed to be done to get money at a young age.  She didn’t use sex  but just going on dates and winning the guys heart. Their the one that gave her money because she was truthful to them about her mother situation. I mean life is hard and no one is going to give you a hand out and that’s what I like about Kemmik. She still took the risk of loving P’yai even thought when he finds out she’ll be heartbroken.


Okay the rest is up to anyone out there wanting to watch something fun.


Mad Clown Lie – I love it

Beauty of finding out someone lie to you is both painful but refreshing. I really love every instrument Mad Clown used to captivate us in lie.  The soft sound of a women voice against mad clown passionate rapping was genius. Once again Mad Clown has won my attention in his music because to me it speaks like poetry the good kind.





Devil Wishes

By Wonders 1

I blew out my dreams tonight they seem to be too much for me.

I let the loneliness fill me while I watch others in total bliss down the street.

How I wish no love exist then maybe I’ll be happy.

I left hope on my door step as I watch cars pass me by

I saw a friend well  not a friend of mine greet me.

Oh I’m sorry I really don’t like you who always smiles at me.

No one is that happy

Tonight I blew out my dreams just as the devil wish

I guess he’ll finally be truly happy


By Wonders 1

I am running and running

the more I look back the more I wish I didn’t.

I am running from myself as fast as I can .

I am running like the wind but I feel the trees, birds, cars and people are slowing me down.

I am out of breath but still I  am running.

I wonder when will I stop running from  myself.

They whisper

By Wonders 1

I can hear your light threats and painful words as you whisper to her

I can feel it like lighting hitting my body and stilling me

The shock only comes when I must turn away in respect for you

I never wanted to hear those words coming from you.

How selfish are you?

Do you not see that she is a good wife and mother to your children?

Are you blinded by your grief or want to use it as an excuse?

They whisper but then it is only him talking and not her

I feel sad, angry, alone, and heartbroken because she doesn’t desire your childish ways and selfish acts.

How long will you whisper but forget that we all can hear?

I wonder when will she leave the one that fills her with pain and endless whispers.


The more I

By Wonders

The more I dream we seem to not meant to be.

The higher I wish the more hate fills those loving brown eye against me.

The more I believe in new possibility then the further we become.

I never wanted to believe that my dreams would become your jealously, but I can not stop dreaming just for us.

That us will one day just be me and all my wonderful dreams.