Inside of me

My thoughts are endless , repeating the pain,
The words you said I can still feel them
Placing daggers all around my skin and bones
Inside of me I fell angry,
The weigh of it is so just like you
It drags me down tiring me
It controls me, it pain me
But its inside of me
Making it hard for me to breathe
It drowning me, killing me
And then
I close my eye and take a breath in and out
Its inside of me but it can get out
I let it full every part of me
And then I  just let it go
all the memories , the words, the pain
Until I can breath easily again , free again
Inside of me  joy has return into me
I smile wholeheartedly but never will I forget
What was inside of me.

By wonders1

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